Rawz
A Moment Between
© Trevor Beattie
A MOMENT bETWEEN
I met a piece of everything
And was bestowed with a lesson
Space time reflected
Between velveteen wings
Without speaking one sentence
I witnessed four seasons
And learned all the legends
Of the land and the sea
Without sound I accepted
Without speech I believed
We were like leaves
Dancing in the same breeze
And my teacher told lore
Of a time before names
When the carbon within us
Formed in the same flame
In a garden we sat
Both holding our breath
In a moment between
Arriving and left
Without asking a question
Or even making a gesture
Professor gave lectures
A past shaped by adventure
One egg
Held blueprints
Of wings
And six legs
Thorax
Abdomen
Antennae
And head
Discreetly concealed
Beneath a Dog Violet leaf
Shell cracked and split open
In silence and peace
Creeping from between
Small black and thin
A new fragment of all
Was about to begin
My mentor was young
In this pass of the sun
Among grass and bracken
On a path to become
A new shape
To this state
Unimagined
Unfathomed
Still growth took place
Without plans
There was action
This I knew to be true
As I’d been there myself
Looking back on my path
How I emerged from my shell
And became a new shape
My old state couldn't fathom
I understood from the same one
My guide and I
Were two fragments
In a garden we sat
Both holding our breath
In a moment between
Arriving and left
Three times in the summer
We’d shed our old skin
To become something new
Then rest until spring
When winter was over
We dissolved what we were
In a space we created
For something new to emerge
In that place we had fashioned
We found a new scaffold
Consumed our old selves
As we grew from past travels
And we marvelled at patterns
Resting on fine scales
All things manifested
On this divine trail
In a garden we sat
Both holding our breath
In a moment between
Arriving and left
Absorbing all colours
Sent by the sun
Selecting only the finest
To reflect to the iris
I respected the style
We agreed it was fly
I knew my friend perceived more
Than I could see with my eyes
To create such a pattern
Without plans or a brush
At the right time there is growth
Never late
Never rushed
The pace was correct
Every step of the journey
At the shape meant for us
We can’t arrive early
This I knew to be true
The story mirrored my own
Only when looking back
Could I see how I've grown
My voyage determined
My shape at this date
Knocks and scrapes
Road blocks and mistakes
The options I’d taken
Navigating the hurdles
Brought me to this place
Made me this person
My comrade agreed
While preparing to leave
And bestowed one more lesson
I was yet to receive
With a flutter of wings
Orange, black and pearl bordered
I was warned on this voyage
Not to expect tranquil waters
To aimlessly drift
Is dangerous to risk
To expect to get gifts
Is no way to exist
This final lesson
My companion would tell;
On a journey of growth
We must break our shell
Leave our protection
And nourish ourselves
Create safe space to grow
Become something else
And when we spread wings
We had all along
We must seek nourishment
To keep ourselves strong
But only in searching
Can we know what we need
We must give of ourselves
What we hope to receive
And with that revelation
My master departed
To explore more moments
More questions uncharted
Without words I accepted
Without speech I believed
That we were both waves
Rippling the same sea
In a garden we’d sat
Both holding our breath
In a moment between
Arriving and death.
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Rawz
Rawz is a multidisciplinary artist, MC, and poet from Oxford, whose work blends words, music, and visual art with a commitment to social justice. Growing up in Greater Leys, he found his voice through lyricism, using poetry and Hip Hop as a means of personalised therapy, expression and empowerment.
Rawz has performed Hip Hop and spoken word all over Europe, collaborated with musicians from all over the world, and shared stages with some of his childhood heroes. With his poetry Rawz explores themes of resilience, memory, and our intricately interconnected worlds. Expect thought-provoking, rhythm-infused poetry that resonates long.

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